"I have dreamt in my life.......

i’m dreaming..

dreaming of a home

a place my mister and i can claim

where everywhere is touched by us

where personality shines through

where creativity abounds

but mostly i’m dreaming of

little people

people chase and i can claim

where we can smile 

just because,

just because they are ours.

i dream of holding them tight

but setting them free

giving them an anchor

but letting them fly

i dream of their smiles their laughter

their little pajama clad feet

i can almost hear their little voices

i wonder if they’ll be more like me

or more like chase-

i panic wondering will we be good to them

will they be happy..

i panic wondering if i’ll forget the joy i feel 

just dreaming about them - when they are actually here

but then i see chase, i see our dreams

i close my eyes and realize whose in charge

i realize that He’s always been with me

He will be in this too.

i think we will be good parents

i think my kids will be happy.