"Judging is preventing us from understanding a new truth.
Free yourself from the rules of old judgments and create space
for new understanding"
i feel like i'm surrounded.
when we judge other people
that's all we can see.
why do i have to worry about offending
another person when i did the best i could.
when what i did or do is because of my own
choices, my own goals or my own insecurities.
what i chose to do had nothing to do with them,
sometimes it has something to do with them but not
like they think, all i want to do is do the best that
i
can
but how can i when i have to worry about someone
thinking worse of me for choosing my own path
my own way and overcoming weakness.
i've learned that
i
can't
i can't achieve my own path my own strengths
if i worry what other people think
so
i
don't
most of the time
and when i forget to forget about others judgements
i have a slight melt down, i wake up in a cold sweat worried
but then i remember
i
did the best that i could and i still do the best that i can.
so who cares if other people don't like my style or what i eat
or how i write or that i don't cook or that i like to laugh at nothing
or sometimes okay all the time i say what i'm thinking and it sounds
crazy..maybe a lot of the time
who cares that i like to close my eyes and dream, that i sing and pray
all the time every where
i
care
that i like who i am i like that i'm weird and quirky and random
and grounded, insane but sane, indecisive but when it matters
more decisive then anyone i know
i
like
me
and that's all that matters, i'm not worried about anyone else's life
i leave that to them, because when i look at others
like they are doing the best they can
then i understand
i learn so much more about them, and people are willing to trust me
because i trust them, i'm realistic;
everyone is weak everyone is strong
and everyone has a different role to play and i like learning about them
and how they've played out so far
and i like to see how maybe they'll play out in the future.
so here's to eyes wide open, to understanding not judging