"I have dreamt in my life.......

i can’t explain

there just aren’t words

for the way I’ve been feeling

for the thoughts I’ve been thinking

for the things I’ve been saying

but I have to try

because in my trying I can find what I’ve unknowingly been looking for

someone once said there are battles fought in our subconscious

those battles leave scars

scars that reflect on our senses

 

i know it’s true

because sometimes I scratch without knowing why
 and then i realize
because i bleed and feel

and through the pain

i learn to recognize the original weakness

the resultant battle

 

- i begin to heal -

next time I’ll be ready

and maybe just maybe I’ll win the next one:)