"I have dreamt in my life.......

sometimes i believe i will be happiest after the storms

after life is perfect and everything i’ve ever wanted comes true

this is a lie - it's false 

this belief is assumed by my subconscious without my ever having said so

but i’m mortal and because of that it seems i always want the easy way out

i always want the immediate pleasure the things i can see, touch and feel

if I have to wait and work and be patient then it seems that i won’t be happy

but again that’s my subconscious assuming again

because when i consciously see what my subconscious is doing 

I can be happy

i see with eyes and ears that aren’t seeing from a mortal view

i see and feel and touch things that mean more than the immediate pleasures

doing this consciously allows for my happiness to happen every day – 

no matter what my subconscious assumes, 

and no matter what hasn’t come true

life is best lived consciously and fully aware of who you are, where you are going,

and what you are doing to get there