"I have dreamt in my life.......

 i'm amazed at what some find and what some don't

you have to want to find something before you can actually find it

and if you accidentally find it without wanting or desiring that something

most likely you won't notice - even if it smacks you upside the face

i've seen people who don't know they should even want to find something 

get smacked upside the face and they never felt a thing

 i've watched this smack with baited breath

wishing that when i let go that breath

they would see

but no they carry on as though nothing had happened let alone a smack to the face

they don't notice that what they never knew they didn't have 

was right there.

 right there

all they had to do was feel the smack and internalize it.

 but it's like there's a barrier a wall that no smack can penetrate

i don't want walls i want to feel every whiff every smoke and every smack
 of that something i'm missing

i want to be put to rights if i'm wrong

and i want to hear, see and feel everything that is whispered and smacked at me 

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