i'm trying to go somewhere,
come if you want but here's to somewhere
one day my somewhere will have a name
but until then here it is...
365 days of it
writing whatever floats in or out or passes by..
where are you going I
ask
why won’t you stop
and look at me
why wont you see me
for who I am
not for who you want
to me to be
when will you realize
realize that what you
hope to see is what I’ve seen all along
every day you see
what you want to see
not what’s really
there
sometimes you look a
little longer dig a little deeper
but not when it
counts
when it counts you
skim you shield eyes that would see
and recognize what
you really are what you really could be
being
hoping that one-day
being won’t merely be being anymore
but that
being
will become something
more
something like
living, breathing,
soaring
soaring beyond bounds
soaring
so far and so long
and so joyously
that
being
once a nightmare
becomes a wisp of regret
too many things running
so many things
stalling
stopping
running
where do they go when
stopping, running or stalling
are no longer an
option
do they drift in the
outer reaches of my brain
never to be seen
again
do they disintegrate
into nothingness after all my somethings
consume them
skimming the surface
it seems satisfying
why though?
when I can’t accept
it
it doesn’t satisfy it
scratches at my insides
till I feel I’ll go
crazy with wanting to
dive into the depths
depths that so many
seem satisfied
never skimming
if something happened
that you only ever thought about
what would you do
Would you just think
about it some more
would you rashly act
or would you know
before no matter what happened
what you would do?
I like to think about
what
I know I would do.
I woke up this
morning wondering what the day
would bring
sleep is almost here
and I’m still wondering what the day
has brought
staring at the
interplay of shadow and light I wonder
when did the shadows
meet the light
when I blinked when I
was too busy to notice
eventually the light
is devoured by dark
will I be this way?
will I blink or be
too busy to notice?
will I be left
staring at the interplay of a shadow?
sometimes I’m running
sometimes I’m still
or far away or near
but most disturbing
of all
is when I’m crawling
crawling with head
down
trying desperately to
reach
but seemingly never reaching
but seemingly never reaching
that distant
horizon
again
so that I can be
still
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